Huhuhu... It's a long time ever since I ever post. I know. I'm still unclear about my feelings. Don't ask me, I beg. Please. Thank you.
I don't know. Wakaranai! I don't know!
I have been sick since last Sunday. I woke up and got this headaches and feverish feeling. You know, when I went to see the doctor, you know what was the result? 39 degree celcius! Believe me! I got a shock myself that I think I'm proud. P-R-O-U-D.
I sleep and eat, sleep and eat, sleep and eat until I have no idea where am I and what time is it.....
Innocent Me
6:10 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I just don't know but these few days, I'm not myself. 1. I started the morning with a gloomy face. I have to try to smile every day to assure my fellow friends that I'm my normal self. But I'm honestly not that okay. It seems. I just don't know. I always put on a gloomy face. But after I tried my hardest to smile, I might be able to smile 'the normal self of me' smile for the rest of the day. Some times, it doesn't turn out to be like this. I'll just go put on my gloom face behind other's back. Hehe... I don't know!!!
Forget about my first unnormal self. 2. I am totally crazy about her, Azri. Who else? I dont know why but she is a precious person to me. Honest. The ex-idols I had doesn't last long. Only last a few days or weeks but... Azri? I don't know. She must be a very special person, then. Because I admire her for about more than six months. Incredible. I almost can't believe myself.
I hope people doesn't ask me why I admire Azri again. The first time I ever know her was when Syafiqa mentionad that she also like Yu Kanda. Of course, I would love to meet other fans of Kanda. Syafiqa didn't seem to mention that it was an ex-. Ugh! Heck! Then, I realised I admire her, not because she like Kanda. Okay, sort of firstly, maybe yeah but then, later I realised I admire her more than that. Whoa...
Special features she had? Lots... Like: - Adorable - Intelligent - Skilful - etc.
What I know is that she's adorable. That's the most important thing. Every day, my desire to talk to her grew more and more. But I know I am hopeless. I'll never get to talk to her face-to-face. I'm not that brave a person. I never got the nerves to talk to seniors, not even with people of my age from the other class. I just wish, sometimes I had an elder sis to ask her opinion but too bad I only got two younger sisters. I'll be the first one to go through things. I wouldn't dare ask my parents. Many things I couldn't tell because fear of what they might comment or say. With my second sis who's a year younger than me, we can be said to be very close sis. But... whatsoever. Honestly, you can say my 2nd sis is much more matured than me.
Aaaarghhhh!!!! Why am I lost in the blog?!! I meant, I just keep on typing with what comes to my mind. Oh, I just hate myself already but yet, I love myself. I created a mess of myself. I am ever always confused.
And one thing, I just wish that one particular person can read my mind and convey my msg to others because whatever my mind pictured, I can't put it into words. I'm bad with words. I can imagine lots of things but I can't express it out.
Lastly, I've heard that Form 4 are having exam, am I not wrong? I don't know lah! But anyways, I want to say Good Luck to everyone in Form 4. Especially, to my most admirable Azri: Good Luck and try your best. I'll be in your shadow supporting you! (Where else could I be except her shadows?)
Innocent Me
6:22 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Whoa! x 100 times. Speaking of she not talking to me and also she not bothering to read my blog... I'm absolutely wrong 100 %. I can't imagine lar...
When I FINALLY signed in myspace... It's just like my eyes are popping out! She replied my msg. I had been thinking that all hope was lost and I'll be watching her adorable back from far, me being the invisible person in her life.
It came as a surprise that she replied my 'baka' msg. You've gotta be kidding!
And believe me... I don't think she's rude. She's just COOL, that's all. ^_^
AZRI IS 100% ADORABLE AS IT IS. ACCEPT THAT FACT, PPL.
Innocent Me
6:47 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Whoa... x 100 times. Life's like that or what?
Blog of ppl.
'She''s cursing in her blog. (A-Z)
She is writing something I don't understand. (CSW)
Now I realised she call her 'jie'. (CKH)
She's not so active? (Raudhah)
Her blog. One word = Blur. (Arifa)
No new post? (GPS)
I felt like I want to punch her. (Olivia)
Do I even know that girl beside? (Nadiah)
Wei! WTHeck happened to our Ouran blog. *Killer face on* (OHSHC)
I noticed most ppl posting about the perkahwinan thing. Cheh! I hate that day. Couldn't get any better or what?
Hey, don't get offended ppl. If I have time, I'll visit other's blog.
Anyways...
I have been looking forward to Canteen Day!
And...
I have ten husbands waiting for me. Hahahahar!!!
1. Yu Kanda 2. Yunoki Azuma 3. Sebastian Michaelis 4. Soubi Agatsuma 5. Kyouya Ootori 6. Li Koyu 7. Yukimura Sanada 8. Allelujah Haptism 9. Nyx 10. Alto Saotome
I just LOOOOOOOVE to list. Hyoks!
Innocent Me
8:34 AM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Hnestly, I've found two hubbies. Hahar!!!
Loveless - Soubi Agatsuma
Kuroshitsuji - Sebatian Michaelis
Well, I jus don't know lar. It seems like everyday, I've been seeing Azri up close. Not that I hate it but I like it and it made me want to blush.
Whoa! It's damn painful on my arm lar! I got the injection today and it's hurting like heck!
Innocent Me
3:24 AM
Profile
Name: May Ting (Michelle)
Nickname: Yuka Koyomi
Birth: 16 December
LOVES
1. Yu Kanda(An obsession)
2. Lee Sungmin (Kyumin)
3. Kim Heechul (Hanchul)
4. Azuma Yunoki
5. Watching Anime.
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
Your two warm hands get cold when I’m cold, your heart which used to be strong gets sensitive when I’m hurt
To silently take my hands, to silently hold me, I only wish for those small comforts
You don’t know this heart of mine, which always wants to do more for you
My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
When my greedy heart gradually looks to other directions, when my greeds grow more than my mind can handle
To understand, to tell me clearly after all those excuses “I’m here”, only that one thing
I’m always thankful. Will I ever act that well just like you
My heart, say it out loud, my free soul
The days left are even more than the time when I came love you with a heart which always felt like the first time
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
You know what, little much little even though I’m shy, you don’t know it but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my heart
Even though those girls appearing on TV shows are sparkling, I always look at you (I’m crazy crazy Baby)
Hearing you tell me “I love you”, I have everything in this world You & I, You’re so fine, Is there even anyone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, that to me there’s only you, that I foolishly see you as my everything
We came on the same road, we are just like each other, how surprising, how thankful, it’s just love
There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that
Where else to look for? A person good like you, a person good like you, a heart good like you, a gift good like you
How lucky, the person who will try hard to protect you is just me
Where else to look for? A guy happy like me, a guy happy like me, a guy who laughs with the greatest happiness like me
There’s no one like you
Innocence
Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission
Innocence lost through another’s plan
Innocence no longer for another man
Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near
Innocence taken from a little girl’s heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart
Innocence disappears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it’s begun
Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon
